Life has been absolutely a mess for us Bourne girls the past few years. Noelie will no longer be posting here, for health reasons that are too personal to get into.
I have tried on and off for the past 5 years to continue on my own. Low carbing and workouts that stressed my knees, my own health issues, and can I say more emotional stress than I care to deal with have been my on going friend.
A few months ago my fasting blood sugar was too much too high. I am on medication now, really trying to low carb and working on getting my exercise back into play. Then I get sick again for weeks.
Sometimes I honestly wonder if it is even worth trying any more. Yet I know I feel so much better over all when I do.
I am having a pity party. I have never done well with goals on my own, yet here I am. On my own. Down not quite 20 pounds since the end of March.
Only about 100 more pounds to go.